DECEMBER IS FINALLY OVER !! I CAN BREATHE AGAIN
December 2016 definitely made it to the top of my crappy December list. It was horrible most days, slightly more bearable on others and let's forget that the 31st even happened ! I wish i could get into every inscrutable detail but I will try to let go of it all. Though I must say 2017 does not feel like it is going to be a great year for me. I truly pray otherwise !!
Usually i do not make resolutions.. and i would prefer not to call the changes I wish to make this year 'resolutions'.
I primarily need to change my perspective. My mind is an uncontrollable evil beast ! Seriously.
Secondly I wish to do more of the things that make me feel better and not depend on others to dictate my mood & thoughts. Looks like i have drifted off from myself.. engaging into activities that really do more harm than good to me. As cheesy as those quotes about 'loving yourself' and 'being positive' that float around on the internet may seem, they seem to hold some degree of truth in them.
Thirdly, focus on my ambitions.
As evil as my mind might be, there are some pretty interesting ideas and ambitious projects in there. Although somewhere deep inside there is the ability for me to achieve all of those, laziness, lack of focus and dedicating my attention to petty things that will not help me become a better person seem to over power my brain. Hopefully this post will remind me not to get back into that vicious circle again.
I watched 'He's just not that into you' recently again. Do watch it and read the book as well if you haven't.. girls especially !! It definitely makes you realise that you really gotta live your own life... going after some guy will not get you any far. If a guy really wants you for something serious other than one night stands, then he will make the effort. Gigi's story is my favourite ! I probably need to keep watching that movie and care less about stuff.
Lastly, not giving a shit.
I am probably going to fail beautifully at this one ! But we'll see.
That was not a very interesting blog post.. whatever..
Penning off,
BusLady
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